The relationship between this desk,
these keys, that glass bottle there,
touchable things, reassuring
in the way they push against you,
push back, like a man snapping his fingers
in front of your eyes
after being knocked down, cold
the place we actually occupy,
operate our clunky, fleshy puppets.
Some of us are better at it than others,
almost graceful in the handling of their bodies,
I find it hard enough to drag my feet like iron chains
over splits in the roadside without stumbling,
or to lift my chin. I’ve been told
that I look like a man at sea
afloat, at peace
with his watery fate
the way my head hangs and swings
like a donkey’s tail.
The material world
pushes against me
with the biting persistence
of a whining child
but I’m too far away,
deep and safe
in that other place.
We all need that “other place” sometimes. I need it a lot.